I need him in this materialistic world where feelings are becoming thinner than air and people's hunger for materialistic possessions is seeming never to be satiated.
Amid the opportunistic people interested more in the exteriors and busy with inanimate objects and with their paper hearts filled only with superficial feelings, I hold tightly my fragile heart to give it to someone simple who would truly care for it...
Someone who can envelope me in his strong arms, letting them protect me from all evil, laying in them, and reciprocating, is all I desired. May be I know his arms will be my Castle and his Heart will be my Sky. I want to be the undisputed queen of his heart. Resting in them, getting drenched in his toxic scent, will always take me to a dream-world dotted by little angels, that sprinkles love all over with their magic wand.
I could hear a million words even in his silence, and they would make me feel like a Duchess, irrevocably and hopelessly in love with her Duke :)
I know he will be the one who would string together the imprisoned words of my heart and let my feelings flow like a cascade...
one who would unleash my sporadic but true emotions of different colours emanating from my heart, giving them wings to fly....
I wish to grow old with him...
I crave for that feeling of love.... I wish that God would be gracious and let him walk into my life...
Dropping a coin into the wishing well, I watch as it goes down into the water...
With that coin also were fastened all my deepest wishes.
I have no clue what made my fingers type the above lines but I thought it was time I made my thoughts see the light of the day.
And my future knight in a matt-finish armor (shiny armors are so out of the game), I hope you fill my life with such love one day !
I'll make you read this for sure :)
P.S. Cascada's 'Everytime we Touch' tingles every romantic molecule of my being whenever my headphones bring it to my ears. Do check it out, though I'm sure you must have heard it. :)
*Without you it's hard to survive*
*I feel Love*
P.P.S. I am a Twilight fan and the way Edward loves Bella makes me want a man like him :)
26 comments:
very nice.. I haven't saw the movie Twilight yet, now i am going to watch that movie for my maya.
weeeeee..Madhulika you know my past story and you have read it on my site..my marriage didn't work out and he had physically abused me and my kids but God is good..he gave me someone who was more than than I prayed for..He is indeed a God of second chances..
when he came into my life it was the time when I needed him the most..I was into questioning the bad things that have been happening in my life but "my quiet angel" came..honestly Madhulika he has not only been my knight in shining armor..I always said he is a "gift"..and I love him so much..I have never felt so much love ever before..the most important thing that he did was..he made me see the real me and he accepted me as a whole..
I now believe in true love and in destiny because it happened to me Madhulika and I am blessed to have him :)
and I will definitely search for that song..*hugs* thank you for making me *giggle* hahaha :)
Reading the comment that Sie wrote makes me want to cry because most people never get a second chance. I will say a prayer that asks for her blessings in life to continue, and that her "quiet angel" blesses her children with a peaceful life too. And may God's angels always watch over them and protect them in every way possible.
As to what you wrote, I wish you the best in searching for your "knight". I would never want to change your wishes and so I would ask that you also think of something. Always be careful of "lust". Sometimes lust can be mistaken for love. Just be careful that who you choose to be your knight is also your "best friend". Lust is fine in the beginning, but it is the friendship that will last a lifetime. And also follow your gut instincts about a person. If your gut is asking questions then listen to it.
I think that there are certain signs that one can always look out for when choosing one's mate.
Look at the people they surround themselves with. Does everyone seem more interested in what they have, instead of what they do to help others? Is going out and partying the most important thing, or do they put their family first? One way to truly judge what is person will be is to judge those around them, even including their family. Just trust me on this one. Another thing is how do children and animals react to this person. They tend to judge someone by what is inside not outside. And how does this person treat children and animals. Any unkindness to them, truly shows what is in their heart.
All right I better stop the long comment thing, but I will say that "patience" is probably the most important virtue anyone can possess. This is so important because it will determine how well he will treat you and your children. And this is not a trait that will suddenly appear, either someone has it or they do not. But if you are a Twilight fan then you will know that the most important thing Edward possesses is the patience to let Bella grow into her own person. He is there for her when she makes mistakes. His patience is what makes him such a legend. If you are unsure of what I mean, watch the movie again with a view to understanding the patience he shows. I know it is just a fantasy but if you also think about it, it is what makes Jacob such a hard choice for the audience, because Jacob has almost as much patience as Edward.
Anyway, from what I have read about your father and brother, I think that they seem to have a lot of patience.
I could write about a lot of things but I know this is a lot to think about. I hope life offers you a lot of choices and that you listen to those around you while listening to your heart.
God bless.
PS...so sorry for the long comment, but I guess by now you know that might happen.
He will come one day and everything you wish in these lines will be real. Cause Love is real. Not a princess dream one but pure love between 2 people yes.
I never gave up on love, thought some breaks up had been tough. But I found him in a place I could not have imagined and feeling his arms around me make me feel strong and wish we'll have many more if these moments when we are just there appreciating the moment.
Lovely writing by the way - I am sure it will make everyone want to fall in love!!
PSS...I forgot to say one other thing. I think that most men or even women who are abusive have a very common thing they share and that is a lack of patience. They fly off the handle at anything that does not go their way, or the slightest thing that upsets them. Not all are this way, but the majority of them seem to be like this.
Although a lot of them blame it on drugs or alcohol, it is truly just what is inside of them. They are sick, sick individuals and need lots and lots of help. Oh and they also tend to put other people down. So if you are with someone who constantly complains about others or makes fun of others then run, run far away. People with low self esteem are usually the abusive ones and even if they are not, they will put you down until you have no self esteem which is how they make themselves feel better. Yup, just run, run and never look back.
GBA
Holy Crap, I think I'll just second what Mrsupole said. Although I truly DESPISE Twilight, great post none the less.
@Sie: You are a darling *hugs*.. I am glad you found that special someone who made you believe that live is beautiful and you have all the rights to be happy :) :)
I just wish that i find that "someone" soon :)
BTW.. the songs is amazing... do tell me how did you felt after hearing it.. :) :)
@kathir: Awwww.. thats sweet.. Your Maya is lucky to have you in her life :)
@MarieHarmony: Thanks a lot..!!! :) :)
Love indeed is beautiful.. and just because of some jerks who misused the name of love.. the whole feeling cant be ruined.. I am truly looking forward to the day when i'll find HIM ^_^
@Mrsupole: Thanks a lot for your enlightening... I will surely take care to distinguish between love and lust.. Its always nice to hear from you.. I enjoy your visits to my blog a lot ^_^
*hugs*
P.S. I never mind your long posts.. I really love them :) :)
@Pat Hatt: You always have a very different option I guess.. But i like to hear from you.. Thanks a lot for visiting :) :)
hey it looks like an ardent fan of twilight :)
you have very nicely expressed what u feel from inside and the simplicity n reality which u have woven in your words is really worth a read.
Indeed the thoughts presented r very real and out of this materialistic world...hatsoff to u for this, for being so much transparent about the things u wanted to be.
I also throw a coin in that wishing well keeping my finger crossed and pray to the almighty that may u come into someone's life like an angel, make him feel special and move forward with such a relationship which is having a strong feel of bondness,truth,honesty and purity.you will definitely become the undisputed queen of his heart in the same way he will also become the undisputed king of ur heart....
Thats a real wish from my side from that wishing well.... :)
smiles. this is a beautiful write...string your words together...i like that...and i believe in love and the magic it holds so i think you just might get that wish...smiles.
I love this new template; simple and catchy.
Seems like you are an ardent twilight fan. And the narration was whoa. Super.
beautiful write up. liked the way u penned down each line. havent watched this movie yet. but wud love to watch it.
Here's wishing that what you wish for comes true very soon ..
did not see the movie ..
all the best and keep smiling
Bikram's
wow what a romantic post yar..btw..thanks 4 passsing by and blasting Anna..opinions may differ but i do feel the anti-corruption movement deserves support..whoever is better can take over..people dont matter....but the issue does..right na? thanks again yar..
just read a good and sweet post.....me just speachless....
Hi Madhulika...
You have a very cool blog..loved it <3
And this post depicts ur affinity to Twilight movie ;)
Everyone on this Earth crave for love...girls specially..!
Loved this post,the way u expressed..and ur blog too...the about me part is something special about u :)
I hope we stay connected :)
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Hi :) thanks for compliments on my blog and for following me :)
I like the way you have created your blog, it doesnt get too dark.
About love: Sometimes you just have to open up and let love in. It can be totally surprising.
And Robert Pattinson alone is worth watching.... ;)
Very nicely stated. Really poetic in nature and tone. Thanks for sharing:)
what a poetic expression, a mesmerize!
Beautiful thoughts...magic of sweetness!
good morning...glad you popped in today..
Although i am not very frequent to your blog but whenever i get time i do read it with patience and it always give me a point to analyze in detail and trust me you write amazingly well !! Expression of the words are beautiful !! Great Post again !!
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smile,
gowthami.
i'm glad your thoughts saw the light of day. so many pretty images you placed here. paper hearts, little angels, imprisoned words... you create a mood of bubbles and hearts and it's lovely to read. few things are more colorful than the human heart uncovered.
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