You Made My Hostel Life Beautiful :) :) :)

Last few days I have been really upset about life and I was endlessly conspiring people to value life and people as if I was some spiritual Guru :P
But wait.. wait... It a beautiful sunny day outside, sun is shining with all its might and birds are chirping... yeyeyeye.. :) I am happy :)
and so I wanna thank all of you who personified the word M-A-S-T-I and F-R-I-E-N-D-S for me... so here I go... TADA..

*Richa*- Well... You are my senior, friend, philosophical guru and lots more... To be very honest I dont know what exactly you are to me.. All i can say is that our relationship has no name but its beautifully in every way...
I love with all my heart and soul. There is nothing in this world that I would not do for you. I trust you with everything I have, and everything I am. I believe that you know this... and that you have known this for a long time... :)

*Prachi*- I instantly love people who are insane like me, and you my matlu, are one of them :) My cutie pie, been through it all friend. Shove me as many times as you want, but, Matlu, you will be the first person on this list whom I would ever want to thank for making my life worth living over her... I love the way you babysit me whenever I need it. You are customized to be my angel in disguise ;) I really love you the same <3 <3 The only thing that bother me is that your college is over now and I don't get to see you my beans :(



*Vishakha*- I am writing this for you because you are totally worth it  :) :) During our fights whenever you left messages to me saying that You love me and you'll always value me the same.. I always climbed on the ninth cloud :D You never got to know this but i always smiled slyly :) I loved our fights and ignoring each other when most of the time I was fighting without even having a real reason behind it :P Whether It was about borrowing stuffs(as neighbors do) or inventing some macho dance steps.. I loved you through it all <3 <3

*Aveksha*- My beautiful princes you are a GOD-took-a-lot-of-time-creation.. we have never really been close but still you made my hostel life easier, my partner in crime ;)
I'd like to say THANK YOU for always being there for me. Whether we live a short car ride or a long plane ride apart, I know I am lucky to have you just a phonecall away. I don't know what I'd do without you my criminal! Your hilarious stories, your infectious laugh, and your smile I can see right through the soul...

*Madhuri*- oohh... here you come dixit... :) :) My sweet lil baby doll.. Did I ever tell you that i generally don't like people who touches my phone or my stuffs??? and here this is you "what is this, what is that" messing with my stuffs and jumping around... but you are a charming exception baby.. You are my teddy bear, i hold you tightly to fall asleep at cold cozy nights and punch you when I am angry... The dishes that we attempt to make ;) or the hot dresses we try.. I enjoy every bit of it... and yeah.... though I am your senior you make me give a second thought to it ;)

*Vaishali*- Dont be surprised to find your name on this list chatkani... How can i ever forget you my sexy doll... Can you please stop being so damn sexy! You make me feel jealous and happy at the same time ;) The way you dance makes go awwww... :) Your belly moves perfectly with your moves and I can't help complimenting how sexy you are ;) you are my charming hot doll. You are a real sweetheart. Darn you. Nobody I know, has as beautiful a heart as you have. I wish you meet your Mr.Right (the one with yellow pants) someday :P

*Nidhi*- My miss 'know it all'.. thanks for being so sweet.. Had you not been in hostel I would have never being able to find out the latest gossips ;) Its always at the end of everything big tamasha in hostel when i come up to you and ask what happened... I love the way you say "lo aa gayi madam.. inko toh kabhi kuch pata hi nai hota" ;) Whether its about studying together for exams or cracking a double meaning joke.. I love your company through it all ;)

*Dhaka*- wo..wo.. here you came my Happy-go-lucky friend :) The only guy among so many girls ;)
okay.. okay.. You are my only insane friend in college.
I really love you for your imperfect ways of doing things and the way you always end up on something really bad. You drive me nuts at times and i really feel like punching your nose ;) Almost half of my madness is your gift to me... But still counting on you has never been disappointing and I know it never will be :) :)

P.S. I am really lucky to have found friends like you in a place like this :) :)

Death Changes Your Life In a Way You Can Never Imagine...

Day before yesterday while coming back from a party with friends, I saw an accident suddenly and unexpectedly. I saw the guy die within no time... I saw his body part scattering...
It took me two days to get that scene out of my mind... but In between waves of shock and grief, I felt a fear and there are words that haunted me...

Gather your courage and consider this scenario: You're sitting quietly at home when the telephone rings. You answer it and find out that the person closest to you has just been killed in an accident.

After the shock, and after you get the necessary details, what's your first thought? If you're like many people, you might think back to your last interaction.

Did you share a leisurely meal together, or were you both rushing about frantically? Did you have a nice conversation, or had you been arguing? Did you take time to embrace before parting ways, or did you forget to even say goodbye?

Most importantly, were you up to date with each other—no unfinished business, no unexpressed appreciation, no "I love you's" left unsaid?

In these two days I vowed to treat people as if each time I see them may be the last time I see them.
This doesn't mean I don't have disagreements with people, nor does it mean I don't struggle sometimes with unresolved issues with family or friends. Sometimes I act like a total ignoramus, and sometimes when I act responsibly, people still feel hurt by me. Nonetheless, I aspire to uphold my vow.

I want all of you to know that there are only three things worth saying: I love you, I forgive you, please forgive me.


Please use these.. realize that life is really fragile.. let not death haunt you.
Let the one know that you love and care because maybe tomorrow never comes, and may be you'll be left with some unspoken words that would haunt you all you life...

Here comes my first award.. :)

While checking the comments on one of my posts, I came across this one "hi,you are tagged here!" Initially I couldn't understand what exactly it was.. but when i checked out the link.. I GOT MY FIRST AWARD..!!
Woooooooooow, receiving my first Blog Award by Gowthami Nandigala was just like getting a Temptation bar in a horror dream. I mean, for once, I though, what, really, shit, yeah :D
Honestly, I was awed a great deal :) :*
This Award being first one to me, deserved a separate full fledged post and I'm glad to pen it down here :)
So, as per the rules, (these rules, being different from the exam rules, are quite fun, lol), Here I go:

Link Back to the person who gave you the award: Done above :)

Share 7 random Things about yourself : Umm.. this one sounds pretty exciting. Well, here it goes:
1. Funny, witty, slapstick comedy is always a treat to me. Though there's a fine line between being vulgar and    funny :P
2. I love gol-guppe like anything. And I wonder how people hate this melt-at-lightening-speed-in-the-mouth-dish!
3. I love shopping especially when it is for clothes and bags and shoes. JUST WOW.
4. If I love someone, I love him/her with everything I have and vice versa.
5. Nothing gives me more pleasure than being with my loved ones, they complete me, anyday!
6. I like counting stars at night and discovering different constellations simultaneously. That Pole Star is like a cherry on the top for me :)
7. I kind of enjoy long drives with slow soul warming music. It's the best remedy for any disturbing element, trust me!

Moving on to the next one,

My Favorite song: There are loads of them, seriously, I keep changing my taste and my playlist in installments ;). Still, I'll say "Everything I do, I do it for you" by "Bryan Adams" and "Every time we touch" by "Cascada" for that matter! :)

What piss me off: Dishonest, double standard, jerks, wishy washy and people who try to insult others.

Biggest fear: Well, losing my loved ones. Apart from that, Bring it on, baby! :P

Best Feature: As my friends say, My Dazzling smile :) *blush*

I wanna share my bloggers award with my friends for their words which once touched my soul and nourished it inside out, You made me smile :) I feel heavily honored giving away this award to the very deserving. Here are few of those magical people. I love them all anyway!

Blissful Realm -Vaneneng
Teetotum of written expressions -Anuradha Sharma
A Life's Journey -Sie

The Color of Our Skin -Marie Harmony

Pretty Little Things -Marie Anna

Mrsupole's crap - Mrsupole

ExPreSSo -Miss Sheikh Chilli

Crying with A Sense Of Human -rivercat

It's Rhyme Time -Pat Hatt

Rainbow -kaykuala

waystationone -Brian Miller

Nona's Pensieve -Nona

Ege This -Ege

Phewwww...!! I did it :D

Well... Order doesn't matters... and yeah You people write really well.. So.. Please accept my prize as a token of love and keep writing..!!

*Hugs*

P.S. I hope you know the rules of receiving an award (share some facts about yourself and spread the love) :)

In Love, All love excelling...

I need him in this materialistic world where feelings are becoming thinner than air and people's hunger for materialistic possessions is seeming never to be satiated.
Amid the opportunistic people interested more in the exteriors and busy with inanimate objects and with their paper hearts filled only with superficial feelings, I hold tightly my fragile heart to give it to someone simple who would truly care for it...

Someone who can envelope me in his strong arms, letting them protect me from all evil, laying in them, and reciprocating, is all I desired. May be I know his arms will be my Castle and his Heart will be my Sky. I want to be the undisputed queen of his heart. Resting in them, getting drenched in his toxic scent, will always take me to a dream-world dotted by little angels, that sprinkles love all over with their magic wand.
I could hear a million words even in his silence, and they would make me feel like a Duchess, irrevocably and hopelessly in love with her Duke :)

I know he will be the one who would string together the imprisoned words of my heart and let my feelings flow like a cascade...
one who would unleash my sporadic but true emotions of different colours emanating from my heart, giving them wings to fly....
I wish to grow old with him...
I crave for that feeling of love.... I wish that God would be gracious and let him walk into my life...

Dropping a coin into the wishing well, I watch as it goes down into the water...
With that coin also were fastened all my deepest wishes.

I have no clue what made my fingers type the above lines but I thought it was time I made my thoughts see the light of the day.
And my future knight in a matt-finish armor (shiny armors are so out of the game), I hope you fill my life with such love one day !
I'll make you read this for sure :)

P.S. Cascada's 'Everytime we Touch' tingles every romantic molecule of my being whenever my headphones bring it to my ears. Do check it out, though I'm sure you must have heard it. :)

*Without you it's hard to survive*

*I feel Love*

P.P.S. I am a Twilight fan and the way Edward loves Bella makes me want a man like him :)

Raksha Bandhan- The Bond Of Love

Celebrated on the full moon day in the Hindu calendar month of Sharavan, Raksha Bandhan is one of the most widely celebrated festivals of India.
It is a day that symbolises the sacred relationship between a brother and sister. Literally translated,raksha means protection while bandhan means bond. Raksha Bandhan, therefore, signifies the bond of love out which comes a sense of security and protection.

On Raksha Bandhan, the sister ties a rakhi, comprising sacred threads, on her brother's wrist and performs an aarati . In return, the brother gives her a gift. The ritual is meant to signify their love and that both are looking out for each other. Today, the festival goes much beyond real brothers and sisters to any two individuals who enjoy a deep relationship. So you are likely to see a woman tie a rakhi to her cousins, neighbours and close friends.

For me this Raksha Bandhan is really special as my elder brother will be dropping in. My big brother means the world to me. He has always been there for me whenever I needed him. He has helped me understand that people will always judge me by the way I talk, dress or hang out with. He's taught me that I can do whatever as long as I work hard for it. He's helped me with my problems and has taught me many things. He is my BEST FRIEND and I trust him like anything. Whenever I'm mad or sad he has always been there for me to talk to. He understands a side of me in way that no one can ever do and most amazingly he always has an answer for my every question (even the most weirdest one)

My brother has taught me to enjoy the time I have and those I love. He and I are very close as brother and sister we have both grown up "side by each" together.
He has also taught me that life is fragile and that life isn't fair: you must make the best of it and keep your head high. Think positive, be positive, resolve what you can and think in solutions. He has taught me to never give up. He has determination for things he is interested in. I watch him and I learn these things :)

My parents have always been great to us, their kids. They have taught us many of life's lessons like good parents do. One thing my brother taught me is how to share and to be more giving of myself and of my things. He has taught me a long list of life's essentials also.
He has great empathy for others, their difficulties and their feelings. He is great at discussing those situations with you and letting you know that he is thinking of you in your tough times. He always offers to help. On his own, he'll NEVER send cards, bring you flowers and visit when you are in the hospital but still he has a great insight when it comes to his observation of your emotions. He understands. He listens. He has taught me that. He has been my brothers ever since the day I was born and I feel grateful to have him as my bro. I'm sure I would be a different person if I did not know him. He makes me remember that we are all people here on this Earth and we are all important to our friends, family and loved ones just the way we are.

I'm so thankful I have a brother like you to count on.

I know you'll always be there with open arms if I need a hug,

and an open mind if I need someone to understand.

I’m so glad that I can be myself around you.

You know my qualities and my faultsand you love me just the same.

I'm so proud to have a brother like you ...

not just for what you have accomplished,

but for who you are.

I'm so lucky to have you to talk and laugh with ...

to reminisce and make new memories with.

I can't tell you how much it means to have a brother like you.

You're one of the most important people in my life.

You are my brother not by choice, but by the nature of our birth.

I could not have chosen a better one, you are the best on earth.

Thanks for being my Big Brother!

Be Original... Be Yourself..

Perhaps it's the inherent human nature to try to fit in with the multitude and so we all wear masks in this fancy-mass party to conceal our true selves underneath, sometimes deliberately, trying to embellish ourselves in the eyes of the world. We act like mirrors reflecting to the desires of others, of what they want to see. And sometimes we allow ourselves to be bullied into silence, just to be accepted into their group.

But sometimes we wear our masked face for far too long that we soon forget who we truly are.
Being bewildered by our dualities -- wearing one face to ourselves and another to the multitude --, we may one day, even fail to recognise which one of the two is the real one!
To keep the mask on is like deceiving not just others but also ourselves.
We forget that we all are so disparate; we forget that each one of us is unique.
Each one of us has some flaw or imperfection and it's no shame to accept being oneself and no one else.

Everyone fits in somewhere. It is a possibility that we mayn’t fit in with some people ... but then, in the words of Andre Gide ~
“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are not...”

Why can't we just be ourselves? Doing our own thing and not worrying about others judging us? Why can't we just dance like no one is watching, or sing like no one is listening?
If we could just be ourselves and not follow the crowd..., bringing forth our true selves, not trying to assimilate ourselves into the crowd... instead, just being ourselves...; accepting no one's definition of our lives, rather defining ourselves! That would indeed make life worth living :)

After all there is only one unique "I/Me" in this world!

"You were born an original. Don't die a copy" ~ John Mason

Things my Blog deserves to know about me :)

I so adore making lists :) Here I come up with one :) Certain very beautiful little HONEST instances of my life have been enlisted here so that I can read it when I become a granny and laugh my heart out thinking how crazy I was :D

1. I panic a little when I get in to elevators/lifts. I am always in a hurry to step in/out, because I have a weird fear that I may not be fast enough and the doors will close and I’ll be stuck all alone!

2. I love the feeling that hungry version of me experiences when I see my food arriving at a restaurant. :D

3. I love it whenever I find my dad online and we chat.... Dad finds typing little tough in a qwerty keyboard, yet he does it for me.... I am so proud that I taught him to chat :)

4. I am very particular about thanking people for any service… say staff in restaurants, supermarkets, shops, on the road…anywhere. And notice it when others forget/refuse to say “Thank you”. It always irritiates me a lot.

5. I like people instantly if they are thoughtful enough to hold the door for someone behind them at a mall/movie theatre/metro station. I think its very sweet :)

6. I love receiving instant replies to texts sent after 2 AM.

7. I love people-gazing in public places. I love to study faces, and more often than not, end up comparing how many faces are “naturally” pleasant and how many people are smiling.

8. One new message on Facebook makes me much more happier than 10 new notifications.

9. I love balancing a light switch and then celebrate my little success with myself :)

10. I love to try going back to sleep hoping to complete my incomplete dream ;)

11. I love it when i sleep on a messy bed that's piled up with books and wake up to find myself on a neat and tidy bed with a blanket over me.. oohhh mom.. how can I love you more :) :)

11. I love to smile when I send you a smiley. Sending an emotion and not an emoticon is the sweetest thing life taught me. :) (Yes, I did smile).

Have a wonderful day..!!!
*Hugs* :)