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Sunday, April 8, 2012

Was it Love Or Illusion.. Part 2

Was it Love Or Illusion continued...
Love is just like the initial explosion of fireworks.
Your eyes widen, your break gets caught, the colors take over your vision, and you take an inevitable step back.

That's how it was when she met him. I don't know if it was those blue jeans, or his t-shirt. Well, maybe it was that smile, or those crystal blue eyes. He brought the sunshine to her even at midnight, with a smile that always reaches her eyes. I could tell you every detail, every dream, every hope, but that isn't what love is. Love is the feelings...

In her case the firework of love did explode but in her face, it burned her, and broke her heart, literally. After that she was crushed, they continued to talk. He smiled, she didn't. She turned. She stepped away. She trusted him. He promised to always be hers.

One night she decided to move on... so she wrote this letter to him... and then she moved on :)

My Dear,

I'M LETTING YOU GO"

I only have two words for you.. ~I'M DONE~ After everything I've done for you, every chance that I gave you , you still broke my heart but it's over. Finally, I've realized I don't deserve this, and honestly, you don't deserve me.Yeah, I still love you and probably will for a longtime. But I can't stay here anymore, it hurts too much I guess this is.. ...MOVING ON... I guess I'm tired of being the least thing on your mind. I should have known from the start, you'd go and break my heart. You took my heart and threw it away as if it was NOTHING.
To me.. you're my everything but to you I'm just another meantime girl. You hurt me more than I deserve, How can you be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, Why am I such a fool? Little did I know you were just another dead end road made with pretty lies and broken dreams.
Now, I believe it when people say, LOVE IS BLIND.. Coz I must have been blind to love a person like YOU. It finally hit me that you didn't care, When you walked away and never looked back. Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, Everything would be different, my heart wouldn't be breaking right now. I wanna do exactly what you did to me, lead you on, make you fall for me, then just let go.EFFORTLESSLY.
Suddenly, I'm hating myself for everything I've ever felt for you. Sometimes, I wish I could go back and erase the day I met you. But then, I will never regret loving you only believing that you LOVE ME TOO. I made a mistake thinking you were my world..
You messed with the wrong girl. Slandering my own name just for your own gain. Dream on honey, I'm gonna make you feel the PAIN. Thank you for ripping my heart out, stomping on it and breaking it in half, now I know how much you care. Watching you walked out of my life doesn't make me bitter about love,
But rather makes me realize that, if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person, how great it will be when the right one comes along.


There is no medication for this illness, No known cure rather than TIME. Maybe someday I'll get back my heart. Maybe someday, I'll get back my pride. Maybe somewhere down the road, I'll forget to remember you. One day, you will seek love and be "SORRY" That you threw mine away. And one day, you'll realize you could have been with me. I hope someday, you'll realize what a fool you were to let someone like me slip from your grip and that you'll see that the one you've been looking for was the one who SET YOU FREE. One day, I will be able to look you in the eye without feeling the pain you've caused. One day, I will be able to stand next to you without wanting to hold your hand. ONE DAY, I'LL GET OVER YOU..


P.S: This is just a write up :)

26 comments:

I do, I do. said...

Two cases, when it comes to love! Either you never did or you always will! :)

kaykuala said...

How very sad, Madhu! She must have gone through hell to come to such. No one would make a unilateral decision, a point of no return unless something really serious had happened, something that cannot be forgiven. This is actually a rewind of so many episodes of unrequited love gone sour through out love life. Great write-up!

Hank

dhruv solanki said...

if u really love someone ,,i don't think you ever would like to see her/him regretting.....doesn't matter how much he/she hurt you....

i differ with the ideology...but.. undoubtedly...a admirable piece of work

Pat Hatt said...

In the end they will realize what a fool they were for passing up the chance, no one should be put through crap and a wise choice to leave, you captured it perfectly.

Brian Miller said...

heavy...it is easy to get swept away with love and overlook things...and out true feelings...and that letting go is so hard to do...it rips to the core....

palak said...

really amazing..loved it! :) keep writing :)

Harshita Srivastava said...

Aww...what an agony the gal must have gone through..
nice post Madhulika

albusclosethedoor said...

Lol a fancy way of saying that love sucks ;P nice btw :P

Anonymous said...

Bakwas funda...

Life Unordinary said...

hmmm Madhulika.... is it just a write-up or more?

Cloud Nine said...

LOL! I loved the p.s.;) So thats it?:P

Paige said...

i agree very heavy - good therapy - but too long
to actually send to any male and really expect
him to read it.

ashok said...

interesting blog...enjoyed reading!

Rahul Bhatia said...

These appear to be outpouring of someone jilted in love:)

R. Ramesh said...

thanks 4 those consoling words madhuji..and sorry for late reply.just returned to sharjah..will stay connected:) tc

Muhammad Israr said...

i think love happens to everybody in the world...love of power, love of money, love of humans, animals and so many other things... but some people accept and others don't...

saikat mbka ghosh said...

gud decision on d part of d gal......!!! d boy was a scoundrel i guess...(srry 4 being harsh i jst read both ur post on dis topic) my take is dat it was more of Infatuation than love ..i thnk, coz anyways even frnds help each other rght ..all d tym provided u r true frnds..., as far as d post is concerned ..HMMM......lovely LOVE STORY ka D END :P :), keep posting :)

nikhimenon said...

well written..
btw yur blog takes a little tym to get loaded..is t coz f too many widgets?or s t nly a problem with my browser?

Prasoon said...

One thing, I believe-
It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved. :)

Nice write up Madhulika :) :)

Bikramjit said...

Hmm reminded me of those days wish i was not that dumb to stick with her for 4 years only to be made a fool of in the end..

My sentiments out there

Bikram's

✿Sie✿ said...

time heals sis..it is better to let it go rather than staying and being hurt for the rest of our lives..soon all of us will get over it ;)

kaykuala said...

Love takes a crooked path meandering through many emotions. You had done it very well. As a learning process it's good to be aware of pitfalls. Great write Madhu!

Hank

DIDI said...

All this things happens just to strenghten us..sad but with the right attitude,all this would heal..

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Rohit said...

beautifully painful and touchy..a warm read!

obat kuat pria said...

postingan yang bagus tentang"Was it Love Or Illusion.. Part 2"

kamal kalsi said...

Madhu!! it happens , and then all one can say is "Why Me only??" bt certainly it is the best way to come out of all this messy thing...
I loved it...

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